Post by smiley on Jan 9, 2009 21:21:07 GMT -5
ISABELLA KAYLIE CARLISLE
& I can't help it if you look like an angel. and i can't help it if i wanna kiss you in the rain so.
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[/color][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote]Another year at Camp Rock and this girl couldn't wait for it to come all year. She bet other people thought the same way of being here, the best place in the world. Bella was a camper last year and now going to be a counselor. She sighed as she looked out the window of her father's car, he actually agreed for her to go here this year. but lately he's been wanting her out of the house so when she asked she figured he would get rid of her. Don't get her wrong, she loved camp, she loved seeing all the new faces, everyone all happy. she just wished her life all year long, but she knew that would never be the case. her father was easily tempered and he took it out on her. most people told her it was wrong and she knew it. she didn't really care, well she did. But would would want to be the one to tell the police on your fathers mistakes, for killing her in sinful ways. she looked at the ipod that was placed in her hands as she had a headphone placed into her ear and her hand over it so her father didn't see.
Her father was driving the car as he was lecturing her about who knows what this time. she just listened to her ipod as one of her songs she recorded came up. she smiled slightly and pushed it away as she sang in her head. I can't help it if you look like an angel, i can't help it if i wanna kiss you in the rain so...come feel this magic I've been feeling since I've met you, i can't help it if there's no one else....ummm...i can't help myself. She sighed, this song reminded her of one person, Shane. she loved the guy and he was nice to her last year, unlike to the press. but she has noticed he has gotten better. maybe because he didn't want to do to camp again, so who knows if she would see him this year. "ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME." she heard as her wrist was being pulled, awkwardly. "Yeah dad."She said as she winced. she felt the pressure come off her wrist as she pulled it back. she placed it into her lap, not wanting to upset it as it already has been.
she knew life had to be this way, ever since her mother left, she just knew life wouldn't be the same. she was right, he wasn't the same. she was about to move back with her mama but her father told her to stay, she couldn't go against him. he was stronger, taller and pushy more than she was. he would have her down to the ground in ten seconds, she has timed it many times. as they reached the road of the camp and bright smile came onto the girl's face. a whole summer without her father's beatings, a whole summer to her thoughts. maybe she would be able to leave early and go to her mama's house to live for the next year. but she would, again miss her friends back at home, so if couldn't be that way. even though it was what she wanted, she couldn't leave her friends like that. even if she had to make some sacrifices for herself. as they reached the gates her father finally finished and she nodded. "Bye dad." she said as she stepped out really slowly and grabbed her stuff in the back of the car and watched him drive off.
she walked though the gates and to her cabin, always memorized the numbers. she placed her stuff down and she walked out the door, not wanting to look around. she sighed as she walked down the step, come on they weren't that much, she could do it. she finally got to the bottom and she waked around the camp. she listened to love story on her ipod, another song she had recorded. she walked into the forest she spotted a couple of miles away. bella had always loved nature, it was calm and relaxing. she looked at all the huge trees and she had to climb them, she was her. she put her ipod into her pocket as she grasped her hands on one of the branches. she pulled herself up and she did the next. Until she got near the top she stopped, she wasn't in the shape to do this right now so she rested.
she placed herself on this big Branch with her back against the tree. she gazed on the scars her father had giving her, everywhere. she remembered the story of each one, she sighed. she looked at the ones that were in the pass and the ones he had given her yesterday and this morning. she gazed on her knees as she saw this scrape along her knee, somewhat deep. but how would she know, she was use to pain, she didn't feel a thing. she brushed off the blood that was gushing and she left it open, not wanting to deal with it at the moment. she listened to the next song on her ipod, you belong with me. she put the ipod into her lap as she heard her phone ring. she pulled out her phone in her pocket as she looked down at a text. hey you there? she smiled, jimmy was a creep. yeah i'm here, why you miss me Bud? She looked around as she placed her phone down. Right now she was happy to be alone, without her father criticizing every move she made.
Come feel this magic i've been feeling since i've met you, can't help it if there's no one else, ummm....i can't help myself...
[/size][/color][/blockquote][/blockquote][/font]TAGGED `Shane Gray and Bella Carlisle
STATUS `DONE, eh that was okay....!
NOTES `got a mood for Taylor Swift....<3 her
WORDS `1229 with codes always....eh it's okay....like i said...i warn you that it will be better next time! =)
ATTIRE` Clicky
MUSE `AWESOME! WOO! always got muse!!
CREDITS `Codding from edi, editing by me, picture tinypic, and lyrics made by Taylor Swift, outfit mad by me, thanks to everyone <3