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Post by Esmerelda Jiminez on Apr 23, 2009 15:54:48 GMT -5
Esme was bored in the counselors cabin, and she didn't have to get to the art cabin for another few hours. What to do, what to do? Texting certainly was cutting it, that seemed almost pointless seeing that everyone was either bored or practicing for performances. Esmerelda and the group wouldn't be practicing until later in the day seeing as three of them were counselors and had to deal with the campers. There was too much on her mind, and it made Esme feel like she was about to explode. The biggest issue though, was her going out of state to college in the fall. She had a better chance in New York but wasn't ready to leave California, being that she had spent most of her life there. Her friends, her family, and her boyfriend were all in Los Angeles. Being so far from home made her consider just staying in state for college.
Esme stood up and sighed, deciding to go for a walk, she had a lot of thinking to do. The one place she always went to get her thoughts straight was the trail in the forest. The forest was the quietest place she could think of, everyone usually hung out at the lake to go and swim. So the trail was the best bet to have at least some silence, the only noises there would really be was the faint laughs and screams of the campers and the birds or other wild life that were in the trees and around the place. It was always relaxing to hear the songs of the birds. So, esme walked on the trail that she had so many times before. It really would be a shame to say goodbye after this year, because flying to and from New York constantly would be a little bit too much. Price wise it didn't really matter, because her parents really wouldn't care it was just that she didn't really like flying all that much and would avoid it as much as possible.
Esme was getting tired of walking on the path, so coming across a stump she sat down. On her mind now was how she was going to feel without Giovanni being around. At the moment things had just started going great with them, their arguing had sort of settled down. Esmerelda knew she loved him, and had for a long time. So being away from him was going to be the hardest thing she had done in a long time. Maybe after a while, he would choose to go to school in New York. Then they could be together again, just like the old times. That was just a dream though, but Esmerelda couldn't help wish it could be that way as she sat there on her stump.
Title;; &&NOTGONNASAY;;ADIOS ( GIOVANNI ) For;; Giovanni Moré Location;; Moonlight Trail Outfit;; Click here Notes;; Hey Credit;; Template is by me as well as the avvies Words with code;; 604 Status;; Completed [/color]
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Post by Giovanni Moré on May 6, 2009 17:43:52 GMT -5
Giovanni's time for counseling had just ended. His class had gone well, except for the casual gossip here and there. It was nothing that he really felt that he needed to break up, not this time anyways. It was time to take a little walk. Giovanni did this every day so it was nothing out of his ordinary behavior. So as he started off, making his way through the forest he noticed that at least one thing was out of the normal. He didn't usually see his girlfriend in here like this, alone, just sitting there. Normally Esmerelda was off with Ellie or Marie, trying to keep them from getting into trouble. Which never worked unfortunately. Giovanni was worried that something was bothering her, but he was also worried about what she could be thinking of. He knew that she was going to college in New York in the fall and he would miss her terribly but he was ready to let her go. Not let her go permanently. Just to let her do what she needed to.
Not worrying about what could come Giovanni walked up to his girlfriend. "Esme?" He asked curiously as he wasn't exactly sure about her mood. After all, something had to be wrong if she was alone like this right? "Estas bien bebé?" He asked again, he really wanted to know if there was something going on in her life he should know about. And if there was, was it something he could help to fix or no.
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Post by Marie Martinez on Jul 14, 2009 9:40:55 GMT -5
Esmerelda almost jumped from where she was sitting when she heard Giovanni's voice say her name. She had gotten so lost in her own thoughts that she hadn't even noticed taht she wasn't alone anymore. But still, Esme grinned widely when she saw it was that one person who starred in most of her day dreams. Then she saw the look of concern on his face and her smile started to fade away when he asked if she was alright. If Esme said yes then that would be lying to him and Giovanni had learned how to know she was lying. Four years of knowing each other could do that. But if she said no he would worry and Esme didn't want that. She wanted Giovanni to be enjoying what could be his last year as counselor at camp, not worrying about what she was worrying about.
It was either lie to Giovanni or let him worry, and Esme wanted no part of either. Maybe it was best to go with the truth and let destiny work itself out just this once. Flipping her hair over her shoulder, Esmerelda shook her head, looking away from Giovanni shortly after. "Giovanni, mi amor. Te amo, and you know that..." she whispered so that only he could hear "I don't want to go to New York." It was the god honest truth, she loved him and wanted to go back home with him. There were plenty good colleges in California. She could even not go to college if she had to. This was a choice that she was making for herself and Esme just hoped that Giovanni would let her go with it. No matter if to him it seemed like she was throwing her life away by staying home.
Esmerelda was sure that staying close to her family, and most importantly the one person whom she knew she loved, was what she wanted (and needed) to do. "I want to stay with you." Esmerelda wanted to say, but she just couldn't. Her parents were going to be extremely disappointed but they couldn't control what she did with her life anymore. They weren't even her real parents to begin with. All that mattered was she wouldn't get to homesick, she would be with the people (or person) who meant the most to her, and another good thing was that she could come back to camp as counselor for another summer or two. Juliard had been her dream college since she was eight but now that dream was changing and it was time to embrace the change, even if others ended up not understanding. Esmerelda just knew she didn't really have to explain herself to them anymore, it was time for her to start living for what she wanted to do.
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