Post by Marie Martinez on Jan 5, 2009 14:37:09 GMT -5
Title;; !.to.the.crack.[open].of.dawn.restless.!
For;; Anyone who wants to join
Notes;; Hi.
Music;; Te daria todo
Outfit && Hair;; Click here
Words With Coding;; 1257
[/i]no sun, no fun, you took the stars above me, everything's over our love is gone. Marie rolled over on her side and turned her phone alarm off before she looked to see what time it was. 7;30. "Damn it." Marie mumbled before sitting up in her cabin bed and looked at the sun that was just rising. She didn't want to get up so early in the morning but if she really wanted time to think some songs over, then she just had to try it. With that in mind she got out of the suddenly comfortable bed, walked to the small dressers they got as a specialty instead of leaving it all in their bags, and started looking for something to wear. She had decided to stick with her pink striped tank top, floral pink flats, yellow hat and yellow legwarmers. Quickly changing out of her pajamas and took the low ponytail out of her hair. She got dressed and then went to the mirror that was up across the room from where she slept, she had chosen that bed for a reason. Feeling her hair she could tell that it was still a little damp. Going through one of drawers she pulled out the squirt bottle she used when she wanted to avoid the commotion of the always crowded girls bathrooms. Spritzing every inch of her hair that she could find Marie started to brush through it and decided to leave it naturally for a change. She brushed her bangs to the side and then put a little bit of gel for hold and so it wouldn't frizz out over the day.
Once her hair was out of the way she put on the little bit of makeup she ever wore. It was only camp and it was the summer, it wasn't like she actually had to worry about school and the whole classroom seeing her. Besides, she didn't look like crap, just no heavy makeup. That was the agreement she had come to with her parents and the rest of the family once she turned sixteen. They all had suggested she didn't wear any because she was far to pretty but she wasn't about to do that. She had been wearing without them knowing for a while but now it was in the open, but she was doing it her way and not theirs. So she wasn't going to wear that much and kept to her word. Placing the yellow hat back on her head Marie put it all back in the drawers and then walked to where her best friend was sleeping soundly in her own bed. She put her hand lightly on Ellie's shoulder and leaned over to the other side of the bed, looking for the jewelry she had let her borrow a while ago. She spotted the star necklace first and put that around her neck. Then the round yellow bracelet went on her arm followed by the star one. Now her outfit was perfect and the way that she liked for it to be. She quickly wrote a note for Lumielle and left it on her bed, just to let her know where to find her if she ever wanted to, since she wouldn't be there when she woke up in an hour or two.
Then Marie was quietly off to the outdoors practice stage. She didn't want to go to the building, only when she really didn't want anyone to hear what she was doing. Other than that she loved to be in the open where the air was fresh, and the sky was the bluest blue. She passed some people who she knew on the way out, mostly counselors...there was no surprise that they had to be up earlier than everyone else did, they were the ones who had to lead lessons and keep the campers out of trouble. Marie was actually friends with a few counselors as it was, three of them were even in the small group that had formed in the few years that she had been at Camp Rock. She smiled at most and talked to a few, there was really no rush and she was willing to take some time to catch up with new and old friends she had made through time, it was always something good and fun for her. Once she was free to go again she walked still to the practice stage, the once place she wanted to be, the one place she would let the real her show when the time came. When she got there she walked up the wooden steps, all the while feeling like she was going to fall. That was how she got when it came to steps, they were always hard to work with. No matter how few there were. Ignoring the microphone that was there Marie sat on the edge of the stage and pulled out the notebook she took everywhere with her. Her book of songs or possible songs. Some that she worked on alone and others that she had worked on with her friends.
Flipping through the pages she got to a page titled Te Daria Todo that was one of those that she had chosen to work on alone, one that came straight from her heart. She opened her mouth and softly started to sing.
"En tu silencio oigo mi voz
Pidiendo a gritos amor
Maldito miedo que al igual que a ti
Me ha dado a la razón
Gustosa te daría, mi amor, la vida entera
Gustosa aceptaría vivir y morir a tu lado
Te daría todo
Si el miedo no insistiera en que te vas a ir
Te daría todo
Si mi alma que ahora es tuya se pudiera ir contigo"
She couldn't do it. It reminded her too much of the past relationship with one of her twins friends. She hated that she thought and cared of him so much. Even after he hurt her the way he had. It wasn't far that this was happening but it was. The song also brought conflict to the feelings that she was currently feeling for someone else and that really drove her crazy. She looked down at the page again, trying to decided if there was anything else she wanted to get rid of or possibly even change around. She really hadn't given the song that much thought after she had written it, she was much to busy to do that. Now the chance had presented itself and she would certainly take it.[/color][/blockquote][/blockquote]